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I think we are finally witnessing the end of the earth as we know it. And of course now we decide its ok for a black man to president.....
- Mood:
blah
Well another great summer of highs and lows, well mostly lows, has come and gone. Now it's time to return to Hamilton or as I affectionately call it, the ninth circle of hell. I can't believe classes start on monday and I can't believe I'm returning to the no happiness zone that is upstate New York. Atleast my dorm room mojo has returned and I was able to grab some sweet digs in a faculty house that has been converted to student housing. Its like an apartment, and there are like 5 people to each one, but I got a single and that is all that matters. And now that my shrink has finally seen the light and prescribed me adderall, I might actually get my school work done for once and avoid my obligatory Hamilton melt down that usually ends in me dropping out at some point during the semester. So my plan of action for this year is to keep ipod on at all times. Hopefully my earphones will act as a shield to protect me from having to actually interact with any of the morons that attend that school. Oh and weed always helps.
- Mood:
Whatever - Music:Knives of Summertime~ Sparklehorse
- Mood:
content - Music:Impressions ~ John Coltrane
- Mood:
bored - Music:Blue Sky Blues ~ Ryan Adams
1) Still haven't found that summer job and it's almost july
2) Everyone and I mean everyone has a apartment and I still live with my grandmother
3) still haven't graduated from college
4) I don't leave my house. ever.
5) can't pass the stupid driving test, already failed twice, don't need another failure on my head
6) even if I did pass, not like I'd have enough money for a car
7) whenever I graduate, maybe in the next century, have no idea what I'm gonna do, career wise. Oh, but I'm sure I'll still be living with my grandmother.
- Mood:I am a loser
- Mood: okay
- Music:Christian Brothers~ Queens of the Stone Age
Shrink appointment tomorrow. Yay for more antidepressants and possibly stimulants of the adderall persuasion. and in other news I don't think this beef and broccoli was meant to be ingested atleast that's what my stomach is telling me. : (
- Mood:
sick - Music:The National Anthem~ Radiohead
Nothing better to do?
Why don't you kick yourself out?
You're an immigrant too!
Best damn lyrics I've heard in a while. Jack White, I like you again.
- Mood:
impressed - Music:Icky Thump~ The White Stripes
But it just made me think that maybe I worry too much about things that just can't be helped and maybe the things that I thought I couldn't change maybe I can. Well... look at that. It sounds like I've been touched with a bout of optimism. Strange.
- Mood:
weird - Music:Black Wave~ The Shins
missed the free animal collective concert yesterday due to self- imposed isolation. blame the depression(I always do). Ugh, I'll catch them next time.
random note: thinking back I probably should have gotten an acoustic guitar before an electric guitar but eh I don't know.
- Mood: hot
- Music:Fear City~ Elliott Smith
- Mood:
calm - Music:Ignoring All The Detours~ +/-
blah blah blah. so boreddddddd.
- Mood:
whatever - Music:Love Will Tear Us Apart~ Jose Gonzalez
- Mood:
aggravated
He was sick of it all
The endless stream of reminders
Made him so sick of you, sick of you, sick of you
Sick of your sound
Sick of you coming around
Trying to crawl under my skin
When I already shed my best defense
It comes out all around that you won
And I think I'm all done
You can switch me off safely
While I'm lying here waiting for sleep to overtake me
- Mood:
crappy
the Lost finale was so amazing! I have no words except I can't wait till feb.!
- Mood: crazy
- Music:Hand In Glove~ The Smiths
and now to be completely emo, I'll leave some lyrics:
Once I wanted to be the greatest
No wind or waterfall could stall me
And then came the rush of the flood
Stars of night turned deep to dust
Melt me down
Into big black armor
Leave no trace of grace
Just in your honor
Lower me down
To culprit south
Make 'em wash a space in town
For the lead
And the dregs of my bed
I've been sleepin'
Lower me down
Pin me in
Secure the grounds
For the later parade
Once I wanted to be the greatest
Two fists of solid rock
With brains that could explain
Any feeling
Lower me down
Pin me in
Secure the grounds
For the lead
And the dregs of my bed
I've been sleepin'
For the later parade
Once I wanted to be the greatest
No wind or waterfall could stall me
And then came the rush of the flood
Stars of night turned deep to dust
- Mood:
lonely - Music:The Greatest~ Cat Power
- Mood: crappy
- Music:Pitseleh~ Elliott Smith
- Mood: blah
- Music:Speak For Me~ Cat Power
